why do i even try... because im inportant
hi you guys my names maria origionaly it was mimi but i got adopted and it was changed my mom now days still calls me mimi here and there my friends call me mia my boyfriend calls me baby my ex girlfriend called me darling dearest my mind calls me pathetic but my heart calls me strong. i guess since i dont realy have many people on here that i know i dont mind saying i have had eating disorders since i was 5 i did seriouse binge eating then i got into makeing myself so sick id pass out then i got into anorexia around grade school becaus ei always looked diffrent from the outher girls went to the hospital fro 4 munths of school because of that after that i got into jr high and my confidence got worse i started with bulemia and im in highschool struggling with it in my brain i hate myself i pink on myself i make myself teh victim all teh time but i would never say any of it out loud every person i know thinks im great they know somethings wrong but they cant exactely say anything i think there scared its okay if they are it happens.... people know somethings wrong but sometimes they just dont know how to do anything so they dont do anything and well it happens life happens and all i can do is try and go on. i have many highs and lows i am clinicaly depressed bullemic pst traumatic sex obssesed shy teenage girl who holds it all in and trys to be the best i can be so noone gets to scared or suspiciouse. someday i just wanna be okay and feel the day sometimes i just want to sleep and never wake up but for today maby i'll knowim okay. so good day my lovely sparkaling princes and princesses. p.s if you have any question go ahead and as also if youd liek to vent im always here gday lovelys
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